i really lost hope.

07Mar10

i’m so tired. i have no strength to continue all this. i just don’t want to do anything right now. i simply give up. i just hate everything. i hate school. i hate friends. i feel i don’t fit to be with them. i feel not my self. i feel outcast and i feel left out. i feel i’m the one that doesn’t belong. i hate this family. i hope this is the people who i can talk about my problem,share this difficulties and help me get through this.but its the oppsite way. urgh i just don’t know what to do right now. i hate everything. i feel i just want to be nothing. i don’t have a person that could really understand me and help me to get my strength back. for sure,there is no one that i could really trust.